op based on your post history i assume you’re feeling very unsure of yourself and while it’s okay to feel lost i don’t think you should predicate your self worth on how you think others perceive you ): there’s no “right phone” to have or “right way” to spend your free time (see: the concept of the “trend cycle”), so personally i think that as long as what you have and what you do serves you well and brings you joy then no judgement can matter because you’re doing what’s right for you