Same situation as you two years ago…Had to keep my legs propped up and iced every few hours. Hopefully the swelling comes down soon and its great that you have your steam deck to block out those sights.

Having something in front of me helped me a lot from those intrusive thoughts. I was also in a ward with 6 others. I still don’t know how I lived through 2 weeks with those things sticking out of my leg. All the best ya! Glad that you have completed the surgery!